Hello once again Blogger.
It was such a shock after working so hard for so long that I found myself back at what seemed like square one of recovery. Relapse/a breakdown of sorts was not on my itinerary – but there I was, having to find everything inch of strength I had to fight…again. I don’t think I will ever question the sheer power of an ED and what it can do if it somehow kicks back in again. No matter how strong and well I become, triggers are STILL triggers and can cause havoc if you are not mindful of their danger.
BUT, drumroll please...
I am feeling much better. I have worked hard to find my footing again and I learnt so much. Lessons perhaps I didn’t want to learn but really needed to.
Internally I have processed a great deal and am finding my spirit is evolving back once more.
I am feeling better again and this seems like a victory to be to be able to write those words.