The ED’s voice can seem so convincing can’t it?
I am using my eyes when I am looking in the mirror and I can see myself clearly for what I really am: fat and ugly.
I see and feel this so it must be true?
As it turns out my thoughts and eyes are distorted by an eating disorder.
Until I know recognize this I will continue to believe the voice and what it tells me.
Until I begin to protest against this it will continue to control me.
But I am stronger and I am cleverer now.
FEELING fat doesn’t mean it’s REAL! FEELING fat doesn’t make it FACT I scream!
I alter my self-hatred to loathing the ED with an almighty passion instead.
I resolve myself to the fact that it has no place either in me or my life anymore.
I fight it and I never stop.
Until eventually I win.
I am using my eyes when I am looking in the mirror and I can see myself clearly for what I really am: fat and ugly.
I see and feel this so it must be true?
As it turns out my thoughts and eyes are distorted by an eating disorder.
Until I know recognize this I will continue to believe the voice and what it tells me.
Until I begin to protest against this it will continue to control me.
But I am stronger and I am cleverer now.
FEELING fat doesn’t mean it’s REAL! FEELING fat doesn’t make it FACT I scream!
I alter my self-hatred to loathing the ED with an almighty passion instead.
I resolve myself to the fact that it has no place either in me or my life anymore.
I fight it and I never stop.
Until eventually I win.
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